haha..it's already april!!

hoho..i kinda hate blogging. such a pain. i wonder how those people got time to blog. 


so..what had happened these past few days months? well...let's see.. yup. last month was a 'kebud' month. haha!! so, WTH is kebud? that's the abbreviation for 'kebudayaan' (or culture in English), n so, the room where all kebud things happen is called 'bilik kebud'. haha.. it was FESTIK, hey, i'd already talked about FESTIK. and so, our college lost, BADLY.. haha.. too bad.. but we did win on music. of course, it's a live music!! kebab told me that he's going to give me the trophy to keep (since i'm the head of the technical crew), but he hadn't gave me it yet. but i don't really want it, i just want to know how the trophy look like. That trophy is theirs, it's their success BTW..


and so.. during FESTIK, i saw my housemate, wawa (she's 1 of MTM kebudayaan, those who 'govern' all kebud things in k17) 'creating' an ad looking for people to participate boria and pesta pantun. but, i don't really think of anything that time, until my friends said they planned to join it, and my ASPer juniors said "come2 kak, let's join this too.." (hah..akak sangat. you guys are older than me!) and after thinking, yeah, why not join that. i never do boria, and that will be the very 1st boria event ever in UPM (i mean, intercollege one..). Hey, this could be fun!!


Which is, yup, so damn true!! things about boria- penang culture, there will be 1 person acting as 'tukang karang'  (the 1 who sing whole songs), about 4 to 7 (not sure) people to sing the chorus part, about 10 people to dance (as well as singing the chorus and trying to make cheerful sounds so that the boria becomes more alive), and another 2 or 3 people to hold the umbrella/flag/bunga manggar(something that malay wedding usually had) and accompanied the 'tukang karang'. so, i was (of course) in dancing group (ho yeah!!) together with mew, sab (another MTM kebud), fad (who later left the team), kalai ( who later left the team too because of family problem), mawar, and later syamira (who joined us during the very last minute. she's so darn superb!). and the guys are fariq, sabri, rasul (our juniors!), andrew, and zaman (who joined it to have a blast-ful last days in college, he's in final year). and wawa, pakee (another MTM kebud) and wan (yg kurus) become the payung, flag, and bunga manggar holder. and the chorus people are, err.. bella, bella? (i don't know their names.. ^^"), kaidul faik (haha..i love his fullname, it's too unique), mira, another final year people-farhan, and err..what's that guy name? (the 1 i thought to be my little brother's age but actually he's a year older than me). and of course, fabulous Dr.Awang as our co-ordinator!! haha.. but he's also in his last days at college. (then who's going to jaga kebud thing.? hmm..i wonder.. 


those were tiring days, and even tiring for those who keep on thinking about the choreo ( haha..i can't help, im just too lazy to think of 1), and tiring for zaman kot.. haha..we really depended on him, he kept on asking each 1 of us to think of a step (which most of us didn't). sa.. sa.. only during the very last day, only then we finished choreographing (and finish creating the lyrics for the 2, very long songs), and we didn't even sleep for the whole day!!! muahaha!!! i love this! i really want to know how it feels like staying up for something else other than last minute study or online-ing. haha..( which explains why i kept on urging people to practice when they had already turned into zombies). haha..i did felt tired, of course, need to dance for 10 minutes non-stop + need to sing some more, so crazy, but hey hey.. its so darn awesome!! haha.. <abnormal people>.


and so, we finished practicing at about 7 am the next morning, the morning of the competition day, but i just couldn't sleep!!!! everytime i closed my eyes, i could see anis (oh yeah, forgot to mention. anis, our tukang karang) singing, and boria song keep on ringing in my ears!! it was like, a night, nope, daymare?? i couldn't sleep at all!! (and that's explain why i felt so darn tired during the competition and suddenly jadi blank and blur. moral of the story, i don't go against last minute study, but make sure we do sleep for at least a 30 minutes, a quality sleep). 


During the competition...geezz..other people adorned themselves with fab things, and we were like, OK, what kind of big bag are we wearing? haha.. the clothes are too big i felt so fat. i'm fat, but that thing make me felt fatter (does that word exist?) haha..1st, FIRST!! my head-thing fell down.. during our show! and i was like, WTH!!!! (and anis looked at it with horror. OMG his epic face!! XD) but honestly, i felt more comfortable without that thing on my head. that thing was such a pain on my head. then, mawar's followed. haha.. disaster on the stage!!! XDD
we forgot our steps ( the last minute thing shown!!! haha..), 3 serangkai salah step ( haha.. that will be me, zaman, and, andrew, i guess?) haha.. and suddenly, my belt fell!!! and that time i was like, this is seriously WTF!!!!! haha.. truth is, i was distracted, one by one things fell down, i was seriously disturbed. but u know what, i kept on dancing and gave a broad, insincere gleeful smile. that time i felt a bit down because of all those accidental silly things, but when i think of it now, it feel so damn FUNNY!!! hahha!!! owh, i miss boria-ing with all those people.. 


and, despite all those chaotic things, we did win it, 1st runner up!! ho yeah!! at least not the last place!! ^-^ 
ooww..seriously, i miss boria-ing with all those people. i know more people. all this while i only saw them, but never talk to them. and next year boria won't going to be the same. sighh.. but, yep, dancing is so damn fun!!!! >< 

1 wakky boria team! ARUSTIKA~!!
from left: topek(that's what they call him), mawar, wan, andrew, mew, me and syamira

-FIN-

haha...looks like i haven't been updating this for quite long time. but, who'a gonna read this anyway. haha..
so, just say, i was kinda busy this month. been involved in theater, nope, i wasn't the cast, just someone working behind the scene. i was the technical people!!! i don't know, i just kind off like this technical thing. but what i love most is actually decorating things. yep...i really enjoy that last time when we had to deco our own fac dinner registration space..

from left: wawa, me, syamira, fad, my beloved snowman-san, maslinda
really thanks to ku and erica for helping snowman-san to shine ^-^

and so, yup the theater or so call Festik. felt so tired. maybe because i hadn't had much sleep. got to go to class before 8am, then can only go back at 5pm. then to bilik kebudayaan at 10pm and then don't know when can go back. only then can do assignment, and then end up slept at 5am. it's nothing, really, but felt tired. it's not like i'd done lots of jobs. i'm a night people but guess i felt tired easily because those time were my 'special days'. and my common activity during those days is actually sleeping.!! that's why la.. and assignment pulak melambak time2 ni..haha... and so, don't know how many days, i actually skipped morning classes because of overslept..and always end up sleeping in the class. people asked why i have to join this festik thing. nope, it's not because of the merits, i actually had loads of 'em. what i need to do is just to attend 2 or 3 events sahaja to get that 60 merits to stay at the college. it's just because, i'd been in the crew every year, since zero semester lagi. and each year i change my crew. 1st i joined the props, FAILED. then the busana crew, the clothing. but that time only got 2 actors wore only simple daily clothes. BORING. and this year, i joined the technical part, and..failed? haha..terkantoi di situ, but i think it's OK..kot. tak la fail sangat (kot) tapi KANTOI...


and suddenly involved with college dinner, for performance, when festik was still going on. i joined it coz i wanted it, it's kinda fun to try on 60's dance. and felt a bit pity to my housemate who was in charge of the performance. just imagine it, it's a suppose-to-be-grand night, but there's no one to perform! so join la etty yg jadi bidan terjun untuk dinner. poor etty.. and so sorry i didn't give it all-out, coz masih lagi shock+segan dengan peristiwa bacaan al-fatihah itu.. ~~"

retro sangat kan...

Syamira, the iron lady!!! MTM on duty, as well as performer bidan terjun..

and so, festik, college dinner, then back to festik.. really salute those people who give their dedication and came to the rehearsal right after we're back from the dinner. and they actually stay awake till 6am! *dan aku telah pun b'ada di lullaby land right after kitorg abes kan dinner kitorg iaitu McD. McD ye, bukan makanan hotel. tp x bole nk komen sangat sbb ktorg x bayar pun for the dinner. but poor etty, she head been promised akan dapat food and bla bla bla..tapi in the end x dapat pun. dapat, tp lebihan org je la..* and so.. during festik, haha.. can't say much. what had happened shall be treated as a past. but rlly need to say lots and lots of thanks to fariq for helping me. i seriously can't do that myself, even though had to take care of 4 switches only. XD i need him just in case something happen to me.. but poor him all he can watch was the casts backs. hoho.. and poor us cannot join the crowd ketawa beramai2. seriously can't see anything masa tu, because our tiny hiding place suddenly had been invaded by another 2 hiding people. haisy.. and that explain why we t'kantoi with the lampu, coz we can't see. and so the next lampu i asked zaman, 1 of the hiding people, to look at the stage, coz he can see. balik dari final roundtable, i slept (without even taking my bath) till the next morning. haha.. but of coz, need to sleep coz the previous day, i kinda can't sleep coz need to make that slide for bacteriology punye roleplay, but it turned out to nothing. i'm sucks in acting. i prefer dancing than acting..
and so, that's the end of festik. my hope? can't say much juga..hopefully some1 won something. i don't know, we can't expect much..


and yesterday, went to mas' brother's wedding. my left eye keep on pulsing. and so i know why. cermin tingkap ku atiqah telah dipecahkan n beg wawa telah dirompak. geezz.. i'd already thought that it'll be dangerous to leave the bag in the car, even if we hide it under the seat. and so i said to anis and diah to keep our bags in the car boot, but menarik nya say nothing to wawa. tapi bak kata diah, "benda dah nak jadi..."
and so...today suppose to have volleyball match. vetsport baby!! i didn't go back home because of this. rasa b'salah x pegi vetsport slame ni. but that because i always go back home every weekend coz need to take care of my mum. and so.. i don't know what's gonna happen today. and tonite is also majlis anugerah Festik. sa, sa..what's gonna happen today?

current song: Killer by Dev

happy birthday YOU-san! ^o^

February 10, today is You-sama 38th birthday!!! \^o^/

Just what's Chirolyn doing back there?

YOU (Guitar, Violin of GACKTJob)

Name: You Kurosaki

Birthdate: Feburary 10th

Blood Type: A

Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

Height: 6’1″ (186 cm)

That guy on the left is Chachamaru, and on the right is Masa. Masa no longer play in the band. Oh..Masa is cute, ne?

This is odd, but sometimes i think he looks like my classmate...

..and that masked guy is You-san ^^

happy birthday RUKI-sama!! ^-^

February 1, 2011... it's Ruki-sama of The Gazette's 29th b-day!!! *clap clap*

Ruki (ルキ) - Vocal and Lyrics
Birth Date: February 1 1982
Blood type: B
Place of birth: Kanagawa Prefecture
Piercings: 5 on the right ear
Cigarette: American Spirit

once again, otanjoubi omedettou panda-san!! 
XD

Gardenia -Malice Mizer-

Asamoya ni koboreta hikari towa no yoru ni owari o tsugete
Kimi wa ima furueru mabuta o hiraki hirogaru yoake no teien de


Anata to tomo ni


Kasuka na hizashi ni tatazumu kimi ni 
boku ga sashidashita shiroi hana o
Sono yubi ni furete mune ni idaku toki 
tsubomi no hana wa hiraku


Gaadenia kimi no adokenai hitomi itoshii sono subete
Anata o tsuresari kono mama yasashiku dakishimete hanasanai you ni
Maru de ano hi mita yume no tsuzuki kaisou no mori ni ukabu koukei
Kimi o mukaeyou chikai no teien de tsubomi no hana ga hiraku
Gaadenia kimi no adokenai hitomi itoshii sono subete
Anata o tsuresari kono mama yasashiku dakishimetai
Gaadenia kimi to kegarenaki hana no amai kaori ni tsutsumarete
Anata o tsuresari kono mama yasashiku dakishimete hanasanai you ni
Yoake to tomo ni anata e to sasayaku
"itoshii hito... gaadenia"


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Translation


The sun starts to rise over the misty hillside 
And the darkness of night fades away in sunlight
Lying next to me your eyelashes flutter and open slowly
As the garden you live in is bathed by soft daylight
I see only you and me


Among the sun's pale rays glistening you stop and turn to me
And look on curiously at the flower I'm holding
Where you to take in your hand, and draw it to your chest you'd see
The flower blossoms to match your beauty


Gardenia...my sweet darling, deep in your cherib's eyes I see
Everything I ever held dear to me
I'll take you somewhere new with me, and together we'll always be
Enfolded in my arms so gently...I'll never let go


Just like that day before I see this dream continuing 
And from the forest in my mind, a new world slowly winds 
I turn again to meet you and in this new garden, in your hand 
The flowers blossom touched by your beauty


Gardenia...my sweet darling, deep in your cherib's eyes I see 
Everything I ever held dear to me 
I'll take you somewhere new with me, and together we'll always be 
Enfolded in my arms so gently...I'll never let go


As the daybreak enfolds us, I whisper softly to you


I love you my darling, my Gardenia...

happy birthday HYDE!!! ^0^

Jan 29, 2011. Today is my very 1st j-rocker, and kinda my idol, Hyde a.k.a Hideto Takarai's 43rd birthday! yay!!! ^o^

geez..so cute ><

HYDE, or Hideto Takarai was born in Jan29th 1969 (we're not supposed to know this, but we did ^-^). He joined L'Arc~en~Ciel in 1991 after leaving the band Jerusalem's Rod where he was the guitarist. In addition to being the lead singer and main lyricist of L'Arc~en~Ciel, Hyde has released 4 solo albums and 8 singles. Hyde also composed the music for the song "Glamorous Sky" used in the movie Nana, and  Hyde's single "Season's Call" was used as the second opening theme to the anime show Blood+. 

He also played in 2 movies, Moon Child along with Gackt and Wang Lee Hom (this is how i started to fall in love with gackuto-sama ^^); and Kagen No Tsuki along with Chiaki Kuriyama, where Hyde wrote a song titled 'Cape of Storm', specially written by Hyde according to the role he played. 

Gackt and Hyde during Moon Child. Rumours said that both of them are lovers, but, naahh.. Gackt might had 'fallen in love' with Hyde, but i don't think something like lovers ever happen between these 2.

He currently had started his own independent record label called VAMPROSE, and together with the former guitarist of Oblivion Dust, K.A.Z, Hyde and K.A.Z form a band called VAMPS.

Hyde and K.A.Z in VAMPS

Oh, forgot to mention, in December 25, 2000, Hyde married actress Megumi Oishi, and they had their first baby in 2003 and never disclosed the gender or name of their child. Till today, the two have been very discrete about their family life and relationship.

 

That's all for today. Good morning people~ ^^

Kagami -Kanon Wakeshima-

Romaji Kagami

Ringo no doku ha Chiisana hagata ga ubai Shoujo no uso ha Bansan no seki de nemuru Nanatsu no ai mo Ouji no kisu mo Saigo ni ha subete Shiroi hada ni tokeru Kagami, kagami Watashi no minikui kokoro o utsusu Kagami yo kagami, konoyo de ichiban utsukushii no wa dare? Tetsu no buutsu de Odori tsuduke Saigo ni ha subete Kuroku yaka re te shimau Kagami, kagami Watashi no kare ta kokoro o utsusu Kagami yo kagami, kudake te hibiku nakigoe ha dare? Kagami, kagami Watashi no minikui kokoro o utsusu Kagami yo kagami, konoyo de ichiban kodoku na no wa dare? Translation Kagami The poisoned apple That has a small bitten The young girl’s lies Seat in the seat of dinner Also seven loves And a kiss of prince Is revealed on that white skin Mirror, mirror Reflect my grotesque mind Mirror, oh mirror, Who’s the most beautiful on earth? Iron boots That keeps dancing At the end of everything Is burnt to black Mirror, mirror Reflect my withering heart Mirror, oh mirror, Who’s crying voice can break you? Mirror, mirror Reflect my grotesque mind Mirror, oh mirror, Who’s the loneliest on earth?

source: http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22773/kanon-wakeshima/kagami.html